ICONOCLAST1999
Distance 2
Even if the cloud is
Full of rain,
It cannot be shower to you
If the mountain is between us.
You may hear thunder,
But cannot see the lightning from sorrow.
Even if a volcano erupts,
It cannot be a flame for you
If the sea is between us.
You may see the waves,
But cannot see lava from solitaire.
My dear,
The shaking under your feet
Is not from earthquake.
It is my love
Which couldn't reach you.
If you hear thunder without rain,
Remember
My tears longing for being with you.
If you see the waves touching your feet,
Please know
My loneliness without you.
I'm Losing You
When I was dying in my mind,
You woke me up,
And let me feel
The loneliness of existence.
Then you brought me
Bigger solitaire by being together.
You,
Who made me sing
My loneliness.
You,
Who made me dance
In the insanity of my life.
You,
Who made me write
The meaning of death.
Now I'm losing you,
And I'm afraid of living in this world
Without you.
Now We Are
I remember you
In the starry night.
You,
Who told me
It was like moon reaching to be with me,
Who asked me
If I could get marry a man like you,
Became a person whom I can't reach.
You,
Who asked me
If I see the ocean, please remember you
Who cried because of broken heart,
Who asked me
If he could love me forever,
Became a person I can't meet under the same sky.
From now on,
We have to live in pain
Embracing only half of the world.
From now on,
We have to live missing each other forever.
The girl whom I once knew
(An Ode to my friend)
A girl,
Who had fire in her belly,
I once knew her.
Whenever guys hit on her,
She ran into me,
And said,
'I don't love'em. What am I supposed to?'
A girl,
Whom I once knew,
Had homeless eyes.
When she finally fell in love with one guy,
She didn't run into me,
But jumped off a building.
She could've been a dancer,
A singer,
A actress,
A painter,
Or a writer,
But she threw all she had away.
She just didn't know
What drove her crazy was not the guy,
But her life.
I once knew a girl,
Who had fire in her belly,
And had homeless eyes.
A Doctor 1
He once said to me
He could help me.
I told him
It is just a side effect of being in this world.
He never believed me,
So prescribed "prilosec" or "prozac."
I was on that for three months,
And now he tells me
I should be on that forever
Because he does not know why I haven't been cured.
He still says hope
If I wait a little more
Somebody may find the cure.
But what can I say?
I am paying three bucks for a pill,
And I am getting addicted to it.
A Doctor 2
He asked me
If I cried often.
I answered
The beauty of life made me cry.
He asked me
If I often had sleepless nights.
I said
The starry stars wanted me to be awake.
He asked me
If I lost my appetite.
I said
Just breathing the fresh air satisfied me.
He asked me
If I had difficulty to concentrate.
I answered
Because there were too many things that I should know
Before I died.
He looked at me and said
I had depression and needed to take pills.
Now I have shaking hands, hot body temperature, and nausea
Instead of tears, awakening, and empty stomach.
I don't sing the beauty of life anymore.
I don't write what the starry stars tell me.
I don't paint the greatness of nature.
I'm just sleeping very well all night long.
Fall
Then it became fall
Which didn't have to be beautiful anymore.
The sun lost its brightness,
And the tree lost its greenness.
I close the door,
And take the position
Remembering
When I was in my mother's womb.
Before I even leave,
Eveything deserts me.
The Reason
The reason the moon has a halo
Is to hide its loneliness,
And the reason the stars blink
Is to endure their tears.
The reason the trees are opening their arms in the air
Is to long for flying to the sky,
And the reason the birds are singing in the rain
Is to get over their fear.
The reason the river runs to the sea
Is to find their lost origin,
And the reason I am standing on the road helplessly
Is not to know where I am going.
A Fighter Doesn't Cry
A fighter
Doesn't cry
For he has to move to the next battle.
A fighter
May fall down on the ground
Or may get hurt sometimes,
But a fighter,
He never cries.
He's been learning
How to cover his pain.
He was once with his family,
And he now has only a memory.
He's been in love,
And he's been alone.
Sometimes he feels
Some body is still crying inside of his heart,
But he doesn't give a damn
For a fighter
Never, ever looks back and never cries.
One More Day
If I had one more day
I would've snuggled you all day long.
I could've looked into your eyes
And could've listened to you.
If I had one more day with you,
I would've been smile at you all day long.
I could've held your hands,
And could've felt warm.
If I had just one more day,
I could've said
You were my only refuge
And how much I was thankful to you for being with me.
If I had only one more day.
A Shooting Star
I will go back to the heaven.
I will be a twinkle star again.
I will fly around
In the endless space peacefully.
Swimming among many stars,
If I am once tired,
I will fall down.
Before I reach the ground,
My body will burn out in the air.
My yearning for you
Will be finally disappeared too.
I'll go back to the heaven
to be a shooting star.
If You
If you don't see the moon in the sky tomorrow night,
Please know my heart became cold like the moon.
If you don't see the stars in the sky tomorrow night,
Please think my tears turned off their lights.
If you don't see the sun in the sky tomorrow night,
Please assume my love burned away.
If you don't see the sky tomorrow,
Please guess there was no one embracing you anymore.
But if you see the sky, the sun, the starts, and the moon tomorrow,
Please believe I still want to embrace you like the sky,
My love is still kindly burning like the sun,
My laughter of joy is ringing like the stars,
And my heart is throbbing for you.
You Asked Me
You asked me
To tell you a beautiful story,
So I did.
You asked me
To meet you at the downtown cafe
So I did.
You asked me to kiss you all over,
So I did.
You asked me to have morning coffee together,
So I did.
You asked me to leave,
So I did.
Now you don't ask me any more,
And I lost myself.
For once you told me
To give myself is love,
And I did.
I Just Want You To Hurt Like I Do
You treated me like a dirt.
I only wanted to see
If you really loved me like you said.
Oh, you bastard.
You let me go
As if you didn't see anything between us.
Don't say you miss me now.
Don't try to fool me with your charm again.
I like to see you hurt like I do.
I won't let you have what you want.
The intense and long conversation,
First kiss at the Japanese Garden.
You called me a princess and said
You couldn't help loving me.
Oh, you sweet bastard,
I'll say that you never loved me, and
I didn't love you either.
Don't say a word.
No matter how much I loved you and miss you now,
I'll never let you have me again
Because I only want to see you hurt like I do.
Why Am I Still Lonely?
You asked me
If I missed you.
Yes or no,
It doesn't matter.
You see,
There have been just
Too many men who said
They loved me and were gonna love me forever.
I'm sure they told me the truth,
But nothing is forever,
And love fades.
You asked me
If I can commit to you.
Can I, or can I not
It doesn't matter.
You know
I've seen you saying
'my dear' to too many girls.
I'm sure I'm the only one for you
No matter how much you flirt with them,
But if you loved me as you said,
Why am I still so lonely?
If I loved you as I felt,
Why do I still feel so empty?
I'm leaving you, dear.
In fact, I already left you even before I met you.
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